Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in huangpei's LiveJournal:

Thursday, September 18th, 2008
11:00 am	THE list T.T 1. erm... i dunno...msparoxysm  2.acewen /williamkwan /chendabao  3. erm... no idea -.-".... I think im content with who i am XD... 4.cangzi  5. joseph?? 6. micheal 7. box 8.draxander  9. adateo  XD XD 10.erm...no-one really comes to mind T.T 11. chendabao ? T.T.. pls dun kill me >.< 12. adateo  xP 13. lanyingjie ? 14. msparoxysm ? 15. no idea.. the thought itself is quite disturbing >.< 16. siyuan *coughs* old man!!! 17. acewen  18. adateo  xP 19. caolei 20. aprilwinds  21. huh???? 22. huh???? 23. erm.. currently no-one T.T 24. luckily... no1 i think... 25. suayu? 26. erm... not intending to do anything of that nature T.T 27. adateo  XDXD 28. erm... its not my kind of thing... 29. isnt it kinda obvious? XD 30. erm... Good luck for As? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 27th, 2008
4:24 pm	Random, random stuff lol This one comes from chendabao: If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything - good or bad. You can post anonymously if you want. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you. And also from Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.     The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. The right job for you: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. T.T actually... its quite accurate lor T.T.... chendabao: (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 15th, 2008
10:26 pm	Perhaps, it is only when things are near its end, that u start to reflect upon it, that u start to truly apprieciate it... 东西，要失去了，才懂得珍惜。。。 This year is like the concluding year for a lot of things... for a stable sch life... for my art... for jc... for a lvls... Starting from next yr, it'll be a plunge into the unknown...  its only when u realise that such things are gonna disappear, then u start realising that things u take for granted are actually not so....  Last saturaday, i started on what i think would be my last painting... the beginning of the end... And i realised why i am so reluctant to start mugging for A's... for the same reason, the minute i start mugging, it signifies the starting of the end of my jc life... and only when im going to be thrust into the unknown, i began to apprieciate the stability and constancy of jc life... Although i do not resist or resent change, and yet change is something i have never learnt to be comfortable with... I never felt at ease in a new environment, i never converse openly wif strangers... I tend to keep within my boundaries, within my circle... and yet... now i realise that this circle will soon disappear.... University applications are gonna begin soon... and yet i still cant decide where to apply to... i havent even decided what i want to study or what i want to do in future.... In fact, i havent even decided where i want to spend the rest of my life after uni...  Suddenly, i realised i dun feel ready to step out into the future... It is not fear that holds me back... but rather a desire to mantain the status quo...  Sigh.... Perhaps, im slipping into denial... but no matter what i do, the end of my life as it is is approaching, with each passing day.... (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 26th, 2008
3:06 pm	Random!!! lol... I know i have bio and maths tmr... but... a super burst of randomness just took over me =.=" CUTE CUTE Soft toys!!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 21st, 2008
8:17 pm	Hey, just got back from japan.... hmm... all in all jap was quite a fun place la... and we had an imba funny tour guide, gigi.... haha... anw... hmm... not really sure what to blog abt la... haha... but i really really loved the scenery in japan lor... haha... hmm... really really enjoyed the trip... haha... shall upload photos later... haha... anyway, A380 was quite nice la... we had widescreen tv and new games... and slightly more leg space... but otherwise the same lor... haha... o ya, still got a few ports for charging and connecting ur com to the flight com... but the flight com kept crashing... and the flight was imba unstable =.=".. for me, i would much rather take 747 lor.... (Comment on this)
Monday, June 16th, 2008
7:39 pm	hey, third day in japan... hmm.... quite ok la today... went shopping mostly... hmmm... went to aquarium in the morning... quite nice la... saw a lot of nice fishes/ dolphins/ otters <3 <3... haha... then we went shopping... and shopping... and shopping... yup... thas basically my day lor... haha... okies... shall upload photos soon... haha.... (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 15th, 2008
8:58 pm	Hey, this is my second day in japan lor... haha.... today was quite sian... morning was opening ceremony for the art exhibition... super super sianzzzz.... listening to boring ppl making even more boring speeches that u cant understand anyway... zomg.... haha... then went down to the exhibition hall... quite nice la... i really liked a few of the japanese paintings... haha... shall upload the photos next time... hmm... then after lunch, we went shopping at chinatown... then shopping at mosaic shopping mall... hmm... quite boring la... then we had dinner at the 33rd floor of a hotel... super super nice view lor... hmm... thats all for today... haha... shall go sleep le... morning call tmr is at 630 =.=".... haha... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 14th, 2008
7:28 pm	Hey...  Im in japan now lor.... Left singapore at 1am this morning and took a 6 hours flight to japan.... the flight was rather uneventful... watched ah long pte ltd... hmm... but the pilot damn diao la.... keep having turbulence.... then breakfast also during turbulence, swallow food halfway, plane jerk, and food comes back up... LOL... anw... we arrived at osaka airport without event...  then we arrived at the immigration... lo and behold, there lied an imba freaking long queue in front of me.... so we queued... and boarded our buses to universal studios =) =)... But universal studios totally disappointed me... there was ONLY ONE ride that was actually new to me... it was spiderman... which was quite fun, i must admit... but then, all the other rides are all the same as universal studios in US one... but the most =.=" thigny is, for the more fun rides, like spiderman, u spend EIGHTY MINS queueing up for a 5 mins ride.... =.="... ya... so basically, my entire experience in universal studios is one thing, QUEUEING UP =.="... then we went for dinner.... dinner was quite nice, so called international buffet but mostly jap and western food.... quite nice la... and dessert was especially tasty.. we can order any type of crepe and i order banana ice cream crepe, with whipped cream, banana slices and cornflakes, coated with chocolate syrup... ZOMG, SUPER NICE LOR.... haha....  anyway, then we checked into our hotel and thus, here i am blogging abt my day... haha... nothing much else alrdy... hmm... going for the opening ceremony of the art exhibition tmr.. shall blog if i have time tmr... (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, June 1st, 2008
2:09 pm	Lol... randomly felt like taking a photo of this painting and uploading it =)... haha... this painting was exhibiting in hangzhou last year and i havent seen it for like 6 mths!!!! FInally gotten it back =)... haha... sorry for the reflection due to the varnish on the top right hand side, nothing i could do abt it =(... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, May 31st, 2008
12:47 pm	hmmm... been a long time since i last blogged... hmm... quite a lot of things has happened bah... haha... term 2 has finally ended.... hmm... Overall, i guess it was quite an ok term lor... haha... but zomg... A levels look so much closer now.... zzzz.... like 5 to 6 mths away only =S =S... hmm... the past week has been rather eventful... haha... monday and tuesday was just mugging for h3... then wednesday was smo... aiyah... quite ok la... but just like last yr, imba careless.... split cases and forgot the most obvious case, etc, etc... aiyah... anw, last yr liao, shall be content wif a bronze lor... haha.... then thursday was r cup.... actually r cup was wed, thurs and fri, but wed i got smo, fri i got h3 exam, so end up only thurs can go lor... haha... it was quite fun lor... haha... so we went there early.. then i went there and saw zixian playing against this imba pro who was actually on the same skill level or even better than zixian, fyi, zixian is one of the pro-est in our sch.... then later, i went to sit at the table for my first board.... and i found out that the guy i saw just now was my first opponent!!?! i was like omgwtf!!?! ya, so first board, me against fu yang, totally got owned =S... 20 moves into the game, i lost a car, 15 moves later, i sacrificed 1 shi to get a pao and a ma, so we were ping zhi for a while, then 10 moves later, gg-fied, kena jiang until i lost my other car, end game: 1 pao and 1 ma vs 2 car and 1 ma =S.... o well, at least i tried lor... and then alvin told me that he even beat jinxiang and is like one of the proest there is, so o well, i think i put up a good fight.... haha.... then second board, totally owned my rj opponent XD.... 4 mins into the game and i killed him liao... lol... fyi, each player has up to 1 hr thinking time, so a match can last up to 2 hrs and shld usually last arnd 1 hr...  lol... so the rest of the time i was just standing arnd watching my teammates play... haha... quite ok la.... then last board was against rj team b... lol... this time i felt a little bad at owning my opponent la... cause his senior noes me, then the senior was like, u cannot lose to him ok? then he was like imba stressed lor... and at end game, i only used 5 mins of my time while he used like 45 mins!!?!... haha... so my record stands at 2 wins and 1 lose... haha.... quite reasonable la... hmm... but for hc team a, the matchup was quite screwed up lor... erm... a biased judge, a screwed up scoring system and a bad decision caused AjC to win when actually hc team a shld have won la... hmm... shall not talk abt unhappy stuff here... anw, even if ajc got 1st, hc team a still thrashed them 7-1 XD... haha... then friday was h3 exam.... hmm... it was erm... ok la... i finished in arnd 2 hrs, spent 1 hr stoning... lol... haha... not that the paper is easy la... just that organic chem is liddat one what... u either noe it or u dun, there's no stare at the qn for 30 mins and omg, i noe how to do liao!!! haha... i got 1 part wrong liao, but i think overall, shld be quite ok la.... haha... yay!!! H3 is over!!!! haha.... o well.... i shall start mugging for bt2 alrdy,... sianzzz...bt2 is omg, super close!!! 3 more weeks... plus i'll be spending my last week in japan =S =S.... SCARY!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 11th, 2008
9:26 pm	hmm.... randomly heard this song on my ipod and found the lyrics super meaningful lor =(.... 黄城夜韵。。。 再见了。。。 终于明白 望着你慢慢离开 宿命像潮水般 淹没我不能呼吸 漂浮在黑色的海 怎么习惯失去你的未来 怎么留住渐渐消失的云彩 骗自己爱还存在 泪水却失踪不断 命中注定没有你的未来 莫失莫望渐渐消失的空白 什么都别说我不想懂 至少我还拥有美丽的梦 什么都别说我真的不想懂 终于明白该放手 终于明白该放手 望着你,慢慢离开 泪水不断 黄城夜韵'08 道具组！！！ 永别了。。。 (Comment on this)
Monday, March 10th, 2008
8:23 pm	The Aftermath... 黄城夜韵2008 3 months... 3 plays... 3 performances... 3 谢幕s... and it all ended yesterday... lost in a sense of emptiness and lack of purpose now... My feelings are in a mess now... theres satisfaction... weariness... sadness.... happiness... emptiness... Happy that huangcheng was completed with almost no screw ups... satisfied that i have given my best for huangcheng... weary from the lack of sleep ... sad taht huangcheng is finally over and that i would never ever get another chance to stand on vt's stage and sing 唱一首华初的歌... emptiness cause i seem to have lost all purpose in life... for the past 3 mths... the only thing that kept me going was huangcheng... but now... i feel no more motivation to go on... the closest happiest thing i can look forward to is uni life... but before that theres As and ns.. sighs...   为了黄城，流再多汗再多血都无所谓。。。 Really glad that i chose huangcheng as my cca last yr... Though being in dao ju, most ppl dun even noe what we do, e.g. some ppl think we bought the castle set from outside =.="... but still... just hearing the audience go woooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww.... when the curtains open for wan... it was satisfaction enough...  two years in huangcheng, i've learnt so much... i've done so much stuff that i've never done before... e.g. rigging the castle onto the flybar 2 metres++ above the ground... chionging round backstage searching for missing daoju... insane fanning of daoju to make it dry on time... rushing out with the ladder, painting the castle and clearing the stage in 10 mins... fixing daoju in the backstage... trying to attach two tiny castles to one large castle using insane amounts of wood... somehow, even though we were like the most meng saikang warriors, i think i'll miss those days the most lor...  Huangcheng, the realisation of our dreams =) =) 黄城绝对最精彩。。。。 thankyou... thankyou to everyone who made huangcheng a success... though for the audience, its may just be a single handclap... but for us, the handclap is the recognition of our effort... the best reward that we can get...  To all daoju members, though i might not noe some of you very well, but this i noe, each and every one of us played our part in making huangcheng a success... though each of us might only be one person in the mass of ppl in dao ju, dao ju would not have been so fun nor so imba if anyone was missing...  (2 Comments |Comment on this)